No, I'm not complaining about myself. I do that daily by myself anyway.
So lets begin.
So, I'm going to try and make this post double as long so I can see if I can capture everything that has gone on with my life the past two days, and I've also decided, I will be posting on Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays, if I post something on the weekend its probably important or I really enjoyed that day.
The reason for that is, life is dragging again, there's nothing exciting in the near future that makes me want to write up a boring report like "Oh, I was sitting in maths class and the maths teacher yelled at me." because I don't know about you, but I find that boring to type AND read, and since this blog is for my future memories and to help me keep track of my thoughts, I need to make it reflect my life as much as I can but not make it boring to read. I don't want same old, same old.
So, Thursday, shall we?
The timetable for today was Cooking, German, Social Studies, Maths and then English.
It's not one of my worst days but with all the good subjects first, it can drag quite a bit.
In Cooking we made Honey Soy Chicken.
REWIND
Long time no see! So, what happened here was, I was in accounting but I found it extremely boring and I need my electives to be fun and something I'm actually going to use in later life, cooking it was. Drama was only two terms so I had to change subjects, so a little reshuffling of my subjects and damn, look I'm in cooking. Which I don't mind at all because we get food, YAHOOO.
ANYWAY BACK TO THE STORY.
Yeah, we made honey soy chicken and I've actually come to love Cooking classes, it puts me cooking under a time limit which I love. I hadn't cooked under a time limit before cooking classes so I assumed that it was hard but it really isn't. I have good time managing skills so, as I stated in one of my older posts, I can quickly fly through what I need to do, clean up, eat and head towards my next class. Cooking class has also sort of given me an extra boost of confidence.
When I was little, I wanted to go on Junior MasterChef Australia, I have, literally always loved cooking and I wouldn't mind being a chef, however when I applied for Junior MasterChef, I was knocked back and my love for cooking ceased. I didn't cook for my family as much as I used to, I just kind of turned over and accepted the fact that my dreams of being a chef weren't going to come true, so I moved on, as people do.
I remember the day that my mum told me that I hadn't been successful for Junior MasterChef, she pulled into a KFC, we went through the drive through and were parked, I had a small box of chips that I was nomming on happily. Like my mum had planned it all, she looked at me and told me that she had good news and bad news, she asked me what I wanted to hear first and I said the bad news because I like to hear the bad things first then have the good things cheer me up last. So she told me that I hadn't gotten in, and I've forgotten what the good thing was. But I was very upset, I mean look at me, about five years later, I still remember it.
It did make me really upset because yeah. So every time the Junior MasterChef was on TV, I would always walk away and just kind of sulk in my room.
Anyway, then we had German.
And German is always one of my favourite times of the school day because I always get to be happy in this class. There's no judgmental assholes and it's the one place where I feel like I belong and I'm accept and I can be myself.
We did three things, we did some sign worksheets that weren't too hard, we had to match up the past participle up to the signs, you must, you should, you can, you may, etc, etc.
Then came the speech prep work.
Not that I don't mind speeches, not that I mind prep work but Little Miss Complaint that sat next to me didn't stop fucking complaining.
So what happened was, we had to write a speech about what we did on the holidays, the stereotypical write up for an English class. A girl who I had already started to hate sat next to me and I didn't want her to but I didn't say anything. Revert, the language assistant helped us with some things on the speech and I could see that Revert was feeling sorry for me.
She sat next to me, constantly talking "Oh, I don't know what I did on my holidays. I forgot! I sat in the car being sick all holidays. How do you get pictures from your phone to your computer? Oh that's too hard. Oh I don't have pictures. I can't do this. I can't do that." Fuck yourself up the ass, I'm done with you.
What makes it worse is, she told me that she was doing German next year! UGH. I practically died inside. She's literally the most annoying person I have ever met. And she's going on exchange with me to Germany, I can't believe it, so I'm going to try and distance myself from her while I'm over there and try to outdo her in German so she just gives up trying to talk to me. And I know that sounds nasty but trust me, if you knew this girl, you'd do the same thing.
We swapped and did another worksheet that she complained about as well, eventually I just gave up and tuned her out, as well as tuning out the rest of the group that I was sitting with. I asked for the answers and I was surprised to find out that I had most of them right, but with me coming back into the group, meant that I had to listen to the complaints that LMC was still going on about.
Long story short, I walked out from German class upset and angry. Which is a first, so as I was coming down the stairs, Frau spoke to me and told me some things that I don't think I should put up on my blog but the things were about next year and subjects and German.
As we walked, I told her that German had opened up so many opportunities for me, I didn't know about a lot of things that German as a language could open up for me, didn't know about the language bonus, didn't know about the usefulness of German, didn't know a lot of things. She left me with a support 'net' as I would call it, saying that she was always there to help and I don't understand why but it felt like I was going to cry, nobody had really made it clear in the real world that they were there to help me so this really meant a heap to me. Add it to the list of reasons why Frau is awesome.
In Social Studies we didn't do much, we're learning about Politics and Law, which I really enjoy but the teacher gets most of the information wrong so nine times out of ten it's just me correcting the teacher. Just like I corrected the teacher about the Berlin Wall and Germany.
On the way to Maths, I met up with a girl from my Maths class, Hayley and she's pretty cool. We talked about which relief teacher we were going to have, but our hopes crumbled to dust when we saw our actual teacher there. We just kind of both mentally screamed, we were sure that he was dead. He had been away for about three weeks, so I sort of assumed he was dead or on long service leave.
Lunch, oh boy. Lets catch you up, lately, my crush has been a lot more touchy feely with me, slinging his arm across my shoulders, giving me more hugs, all this stuff. Apparently every time he does anything like that, I burn up like Kol.
So we had English and that was boring. Apart from the teacher. Her eyebrows were a fail, they were quite literally uneven. One was up high, one was down low, the other was too slow. (Hah, see what I did there?)
We had hockey photos after school, and I arrived late so I had to try and kit up as fast as I could. Putting on a 7-10kg goalie kit on under 5 minutes is not easy!!
But we had our photos and we trained, then my and my family went out for dinner. There, I saw a girl I knew with her kid.
So I kind of..
Willow, signing out for the weekend.
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